Sad day - 今天的憾事

有两件

1. Pinky not going out with us (Qun and ME) during this Saturday...

When i receive her message., i really stunned for few second,mind blank, just stare at the screen of my phone and holding my breath...

Three of us did feel exciting about this get-together or so-called gathering... k, maybe i cant say this without their approval, but i did.... and also count down since that day we confirm with each other, last Saturday...

After we finish our SPM, we dun see each other... the only connection between us is only few message, or FB... Few.... Few.... since Qun is working... and Pinky getting herself to enter Collage.... Left me... again....

Maybe i should get used by these thing.... This is the most frequent situation i always face...

Just hope that Pinky can come to us when she finish her registration stuff...

2. 我的塔罗牌毁了。

虽然不是说面目全非，但是...他去游泳来，你说还会怎么样？

好吧，之前已经想过要停了，因为很少人来问了...而我习惯将他们当成是护身符...虽然会有点遗憾，但是没关系啦~他们还在我身边就好...我已经很难再强求些什么了...

难道不管是人是物都好，都会离开我吗？还是其实我一直都在远离人群？

啊... ... ... 塔罗牌算是和我在一起·很长时间了...没有5年，都有4年多...可以说差不多每一天我们都在一起，虽然没什么交流，但很多在一起的时间我都是放松自我的...没有烦恼，没有伤心，没有争吵。

即使这件事情其实是塔罗牌想离开我也好，但是啊，我还是放不了。所以，继续当我的御守吧。



对不起... I'm Sorry...