Bad Day (WTF)

Pardon, please excuse me for using such a word or phrase, and i'm going to use that for the coming paragraph ... Sorry, but i just want to split my feeling out 'correctly' X.X

OK, Let's start my story...

Today is Tuesday, and i have piano class around 3pm (usually is more earlier = =||)... My mum used to pick me up from house if she got something to do, otherwise, she will just fetch me there without any hesitation ... BUT!!! today my mum busy with so many stuff that she cant make it ... SO ?.? as a good, responsible, smart Adult, i'm going to take bus....

Public transport like Bus and KTM is quite familiar with me, since i learn how to take bus at Standard 3 and KTM when i'm Form1... and Bus, was my transport during my Form 3 till half of my Form 4.... Something happen so i ask my mum to pick me up as much as possible...

and That Particular SCENE happen today ONCE AGAIN T.T although i almost forget it DID happen to me T.T

Those Africans 'black guy' ... my housing area pack with those people came from Vietnam, Bangladesh, African and somewhere somewhere....and we quite get used to that... So, i went down to the bus stop, and there PACK (almost 6) with those Black Guy... when i pass through them, heading to the shading place, their eye looking at me... when i stop and glance, 2 or 3 of them still looking at me = =|| i can do nothing (or u want me go stand in front of them and flip them off = =||) so, i pretend i know nothing about the glance...

One bus gone, Two buses GONE... then the THIRD one gone ALSO T.T and finally came, Rapid and Selangor came TOGETHER !!!! FXXX (pardon me...XD) so i get into Selangor, since most of the people get into REPID... i always sit at the back, 2 or 3 sit in front of the last row...

then i saw one of the BG came and sit BEHIND me... At first, i though he sit at the last row... so i din pay any attention to him.... when the staff came , i scan his hand on the chair next to me !!! erk= =|| I SEE NOTHING~~~~~

Here come the staff... we both held out our hand with money to the staff and i let the staff collect his first... and then, i REGRET!!!! He do something behind me and i dunno what it is until the staff stunned there... and he said, "we together." WTFFFFFFFFF!!!!!

i shock and stun there and turn around, to face the staff and keep asking the staff dun bother him and i will pay for myself and the staff replied me , "Tak perlu lar! Kan dia Bayar Untuk Kau." then he ignored me and my money, pick out the ticket, and pass to me... WTF!!!!!

So, i regret for two thing, one is why dun i just get my ass to Rapid, at least i have a chance to pay for myself (maybe that particular BG wont come after me!!) , Second, i must pay for my ticket as fast as possible!!!

when the staff gone, i turn to him ask want to pay him back, of course, he refuse me... i keep trying until... i get tired = =|| so i thanks him (although i dun want to, although i want to say something rude, but i'm a good girl who will always polite to everyone although other people are Sxxx) so i faced the window.... try to ignore him... but....

BUT!!!!!!! he stared with Question... my name, where i stay, am i still a student, where's my school... i get frustrated and turn back to the pay-for-myself-ticket again to stop his question... and this time, he replied me, "no, it's from my inner heart..." "my soul want me to do that..." "today we meet, and i like you" "bla bla bla..." WTF... goose bump all around my body T.T

"can we be friend" ... one more SXXX question, i stunned and think how should i answer, in a polite way.... but then , "NO." is what i can get... hei, is his fault that used up my patience = =... at least is din split this, "FXXX the HXXX OFF..." erk.... (hei, Sookie, u teach me that XD)

Third of my regret, when dont i just wear my earphone and listen to whatever music... maybe it mwill become worst that he will come and sit beside me or even touch me to remain me he's there... ERK!!!

The worst.... some Indian Uncle (i'm still polite, if not, i will call them Ojishang 'senior citizen in japanese, since senior citizen is still a polite way') keep STARING at Me (for most of time), and him... FXXX... i think they missunderstood about us... since we keep arguing about the ticket and stuff like be Friend.... So, i keep staring at them, which ANGER...


the next stop, my destination, i stand up quickly, said TQ for the last, and wait at the exit... and ignore THEM!!! when i get down, i stare one of the indian UNCLE and nod to the BG (hei, he paid for me although i dun want him to, but i'm a girl who polite to everyone, no matter what SXXX is them...)

Mum, cant u at least escort me or pick me up or whatever to end this kind of thing... T.T