after ONE WEEK

i din update my blog or FB or Twitter or whatever for 1 week plus...
First time.... haha~~
arh... ... ...
there's so many things happen and so many things i need to worry about ... for last week...

'' finished Dark Vision by L.J. Smith ''
-> urm.... .... ....
->> misunderstanding...
->>> i thought there's someone who ARE vampire, but actually not...
->>>> it wrote physics Vampire, i thought is some Vam who got physics...
->>>>> so i'm dump
->>>>>> but anyway~ it's a good story :P
->>>>>>> i love Gabriel so much~ haha
->>>>>>>> and it's like some Chinese novel i read... 'the setting for physics things :P'

'' i got a part-timed job''
-> at Kumon for mon, thurs, and fri
->> get holiday till This Thursday
->>> quite bored, but still an easy job :P think so~
->>>> haha, got few days off this week :P

'' my friends coming back from NS''
-> miss her so much
->> when she got back, she keep asking me out T.T
->>> i'm bankrupt because of her T.T
->>>> going to TS with her later afternoon
->>>>> becoming a Special ESCORT for her = =|| BANKRUPT!!!

'' SPM result''
-> since she back at 11/3 (from NS), so i offer to collect our result together at Friday
->> meet with Hui Yew, Ee Ling, Pn. Chong, Pn. Tan, En. Ngoi, Pn. Mashita, En. Teoh,Pn. Teh, Miss Tang, Miss Khor, Cik Chai, Wendy, Ai Jun'sis XD
->>> so many 'congrat' here and there...
->>>> walk here and there to find teacher or asking something else
->>>>> teacher advise me to continue my form6, transfer to KB...
->>>>>> felt so Pressure
->>>>>>> get the wrong paper, i want LCCI something form, but the staff gave me something for remark = =+
->>>>>>>> so now if i continue my form6, i need to choose whether major Chinese or Music

'' SOMEONE ask me continue my Study and take Music COURSE for UNI''
-> erk = =|| i'm soooooo WEEK in my practical
->> but he keep pursuing me about that
->>> ''i got one teacher finished his/her diploma or something at UM, major Music ... ''
->>>> yayayayaya....
->>>>> feel so confuse about my future after that
->>>>>> i din really think that i can study for my Music..
->>>>>>> since those movie which is about music stuff always said that Main Character is soooo clever or genius in playing music instrument and their class is soooooo XXX XXX XXX and XXX... (some explanation for HARD)
->>>>>>>> arh.... again.... gain so much pressure...
->>>>>>>>> miss my school?.? no thanks~ HAHA
->>>>>>>>>> i think i'm the only one who din miss high school... i think =x=

'' Piano Stuff ''
-> first, i told my teacher i feel sooooo nervous and etc...
->> then my teacher replied me,''need no serious, our marking is sooo strict... just think you are playing for yourself...
->>> hey.... my teacher told me, i get in the higher grade group...
->>>> with 6 7 8 ... T.T
->>>>> i'm still a newbie for 6, plus my song is sooo easy for that grade...
->>>>>> so ... my teacher register me for middle grade group XD
->>>>>>> OH YEAH!!!!!
->>>>>>>> i will try my best XD hehe~~
->>>>>>>>> so, i need to find something to wear

'' Formal dress''
-> for 2 event
->> one is for the coming competition, another one is for exam use :P
->>> i have throw all my dress or something formal before CNY = =||
->>>> padan muka is it
->>>>> hey... i din wear laar!!!
->>>>>> so now i need to find for it T.T
->>>>>>> and i'm going TS later...
->>>>>>>> but i dun think TS got something suit me
->>>>>>>>> i'm an escort AGAIN (personally wen's property =x=)

'' what is my next step''
-> form 6?.?
->> i'm still not sure
->>> chinese or music for major ?.?
->>>> Japanese is a must for minor... maybe
->>>>> Cambridge for english ?.? dunno got money or not...
->>>>>> Raja Abdullah T.T KB T.T Jinjang?.?
->>>>>>> haiz....
->>>>>>>> study or work ?.? STUDY the BEST!!


-- hey, i'm lazy though, this is sort of SUMMARY =x= but it's still very long XD --

First Day Working

My First day of working = =|| i think... maybe i gonna have Number Phobia... T.T that's really true although i'm the one who dont believe i gonna have that illness when my friend told me so, but after today... i think it's POSSIBLE...

Hei... i used Ping... and like a normal scenario, everyone thought is PINK =x= haha... fine, i dont care much... really... when the Head introduce me to the teachers and staffs, some of them stunned there... then smile like =w= nar~ i used to it~

then some senior workers came and she teach me what to do and how to do... As a MARKER, i though i only need to sit there and mark those exercise... Sound pretty easy right... BUT, when u see those student come and back, u will faint... the student coming non-stop!!! OMG!!! i have only few minutes for me to do nothing, other than that, my eye keep moving left and right to check the answer, and my hand keep circling or tick those incorrect and correction, then slot those exercise and check for student whether their homework is ready or not... T,T

BUSY BUSY BUSY

the only free time i have was having my dinner - eating bread near the wash room T.T haha~~ sounds funny :P

Tired T.T and tomorrow i really need to practice my piano :P

HOPE i really can play better XD

BL~一切都是爱啊~ =w=

一切都是爱啊~

各位~有谁知道到底这里的BlogPost可以加Password的吗？

为什么要放？因为啊... ... ...

1. 我不想残害国家未来栋梁

2. BL耶！有很萌、喷鼻血的一小段呢！不是同好的人，会承受不了~我可不想被炮轰~

3. 第一次写，有点小小的希望 :) 希望过滤下有谁人读过~

天啊~我已经写到中间咯~高潮就快写了~ X.X 厚厚厚~

最近因为拿回了一些我的小说（在朋友家过了半年有余 T.T），所以我从看了几本~呵呵~看到一个是以动漫同人作为故事点缀的系列，让我冒起了，“不如我也来写一篇短篇的BL好了！”天啊~~好像到台湾的动漫展看看哦~她们可是很热衷与布袋戏~哦哦~上一次看到的本国布袋戏Coser真的让我眼神一亮！！！哇~~真的很棒！他们手上的乐曲，化妆，服饰更是一绝！！！哇哇哇哇~~

嗯嗯嗯...还记得当我第一次让我误入歧途的事，真的是天意啊~~本来我已经很有兴趣，但无奈不懂那里有，所以当我理所当然将洛小炜的‘王子与野兽’系列中其中一本时，当时真的注定我是要一头栽进BL那花花世界~~虽然那一本的激情很小段，但是我真的很爱那本故事的爱情与友情...可是...洛小炜！重写啦！！我不要让我心疼而哭的结局！！！呜呜呜 T.T

嗯嗯~啊~回头看~我已经看过了几本BL小说，50本多的BL漫画（全部都是英文的X.X）还有10（以内还是以上？。？）的动画~哇哇哇~虽然比起台湾、或者本国的精通的姐姐们~~好希望能和你们交流交流哦~~

有人问，问什么那么喜欢呢？

因为... ... ...

一切都是爱啊~

Mary go Around @ Mid Valley

OH MY~~~ Yesterday was such a Great day :) Feel so satisfied =x=

This was the first time that go out with friend at afternoon, after 12 o'clock some more =w= because i can back at night (before 6 i should be home, my mum will call me after that = =||) , so i always ask the time be 10 something, so we can have more time...

This time different, first, we din intend to play, the main motive is actually watching movie... Since Pinky mum fetch us... so she pick me up first, then fetch his brother who just finished school... then her mum keep luring her bro go with us :P haha~

We reach KTM station at 1 something, wait for 30 min (maybe lesser :P) , here comes the train XD LUCKY~ so fast:P

The first thing in our agenda was looking for TOP SHOP, because Qii work there as part-time XD we keep telling her we want to visit her over there but... we din :P so we do so yesterday, to keep our promise :P Quite big, and Fancy, and so EXPENSIVE (for me especially =w=) haha~ Qii dun change much, beside her hair color :P haha~ then she told me that Fee Yin working there also :P and i say Hi to her Xp (A way for me to meet my form1 classmate XD but beside Qii... Xd)

then we go the basement... looking for our lunch XD and suddenly Pinky suggest Pizza = =+ and we order Set meal XD after we order, the check was ready and placing on our table =.=a so fast...

always the BEST match for me XD

Our set got 2 medium Pizza, 4 soup and plate of bread (that's not garlic bread T.T), 1 jar of Carbohydrate Drink...

Island something (left), full of tuna with cheese =w=/Hawaii Chicken (right),i think XD

SO FULL XD me and Pinky just eaten 3 pieces but we shared 3 cup of soup XD


Pinky last BITE XD so boh song~

Then we went for Bread's Papa to buy cream puff XD

After that, we went for Wash Room :P and i meet Wendy there XD hoho~

Then we head for MPH since we got nowhere go to XD ARH~~~ i stuck into 2 Books.... One is Beautiful Creature, another one is Dark Vision... i cant decide myself, then i ask Pinky to Choose for me =x= she like the Title of the Book Cover for Beautiful Creature, but Love the Girl for Dark Vision... XD then this is what i choose XD

WOW~~~ So Happy... Got New BOOK to read XD so exciting what story waiting for me =w=

Fallen by Lauren Kate

Half of the day plus 1 hour... I finished this 400 plus page book... Quite a surprise for me, even Twilight cant finished as fast as this... urm... maybe Twilight thicker than Fallen... Maybe...

Let's talk about this book...

This is the story about angel -- what can u relate with this FALLEN word except angel ? -- and reincarnation... Reincarnation is quite a new story for me to read from English novel, but this is the second series have the same idea -- or setting -- which quite impress me with both story...

Fallen: Luce, teenage girl who transfer to a reform school — Sword & Cross. In that school, everyone had thier own story and pass, so do Luce. There's something wrong about her, and she know about that but she tried to act normal in front of others... She see something dark and she call it as Shadow, sometime, she hear some noise or sound too... So, her parent bring her to doctor until she mature enough to realize that, if she pretend she see nothing or heard nothing or pretend she don't, maybe she can get herself out of this situation, not all but at least she only have appointment with doctor twice a week... and she think it's better...

But something BAD happen, real BAD... one guy burn alive in front of her and she's the only one who in that area at that particular time... and of course, she saw Shadow that night... and what she remember don't get herself better but worst... Police suspect her, and she get into that reform school... over there, she meet someone who always make her feel familiar, his face, his sound and the way he act...

Daniel, the person who attract Luce... and Cam, the person who fall for her... (about Cam, i'm not so sure, since Fallen not even explain all these mess up thing...)

Luce start to find out anything related to Daniel, his past, the reason he stuck here, the familiarity between them... although Daniel always show his exclusion most of the time... but she cant hold herself to look forward...

Again, something Bad happen once again around Luce... one of her schoolmate, Todd broke his neck when he and Luce escape from the burning library... and Daniel save her, then she dream about him holding her, and floating above the land up to the sky, then she saw the wing, behind Daniel's back...

She can have her past life memory, or Daniel cant kiss her... if not, she will get herself killed... Luce always found Daniel, no matter where he hide himself... like the past... but this time, something different happen, they kiss, but she still alive... then the war begin...

Till the end, the war is still going on... and there's still many puzzle still stay undefined... and the next book will be the coming Summer...

Wait and See

The Next Story

TORMENT

who will be the one she LOVE

... ... ...

Bad Day (WTF)

Pardon, please excuse me for using such a word or phrase, and i'm going to use that for the coming paragraph ... Sorry, but i just want to split my feeling out 'correctly' X.X

OK, Let's start my story...

Today is Tuesday, and i have piano class around 3pm (usually is more earlier = =||)... My mum used to pick me up from house if she got something to do, otherwise, she will just fetch me there without any hesitation ... BUT!!! today my mum busy with so many stuff that she cant make it ... SO ?.? as a good, responsible, smart Adult, i'm going to take bus....

Public transport like Bus and KTM is quite familiar with me, since i learn how to take bus at Standard 3 and KTM when i'm Form1... and Bus, was my transport during my Form 3 till half of my Form 4.... Something happen so i ask my mum to pick me up as much as possible...

and That Particular SCENE happen today ONCE AGAIN T.T although i almost forget it DID happen to me T.T

Those Africans 'black guy' ... my housing area pack with those people came from Vietnam, Bangladesh, African and somewhere somewhere....and we quite get used to that... So, i went down to the bus stop, and there PACK (almost 6) with those Black Guy... when i pass through them, heading to the shading place, their eye looking at me... when i stop and glance, 2 or 3 of them still looking at me = =|| i can do nothing (or u want me go stand in front of them and flip them off = =||) so, i pretend i know nothing about the glance...

One bus gone, Two buses GONE... then the THIRD one gone ALSO T.T and finally came, Rapid and Selangor came TOGETHER !!!! FXXX (pardon me...XD) so i get into Selangor, since most of the people get into REPID... i always sit at the back, 2 or 3 sit in front of the last row...

then i saw one of the BG came and sit BEHIND me... At first, i though he sit at the last row... so i din pay any attention to him.... when the staff came , i scan his hand on the chair next to me !!! erk= =|| I SEE NOTHING~~~~~

Here come the staff... we both held out our hand with money to the staff and i let the staff collect his first... and then, i REGRET!!!! He do something behind me and i dunno what it is until the staff stunned there... and he said, "we together." WTFFFFFFFFF!!!!!

i shock and stun there and turn around, to face the staff and keep asking the staff dun bother him and i will pay for myself and the staff replied me , "Tak perlu lar! Kan dia Bayar Untuk Kau." then he ignored me and my money, pick out the ticket, and pass to me... WTF!!!!!

So, i regret for two thing, one is why dun i just get my ass to Rapid, at least i have a chance to pay for myself (maybe that particular BG wont come after me!!) , Second, i must pay for my ticket as fast as possible!!!

when the staff gone, i turn to him ask want to pay him back, of course, he refuse me... i keep trying until... i get tired = =|| so i thanks him (although i dun want to, although i want to say something rude, but i'm a good girl who will always polite to everyone although other people are Sxxx) so i faced the window.... try to ignore him... but....

BUT!!!!!!! he stared with Question... my name, where i stay, am i still a student, where's my school... i get frustrated and turn back to the pay-for-myself-ticket again to stop his question... and this time, he replied me, "no, it's from my inner heart..." "my soul want me to do that..." "today we meet, and i like you" "bla bla bla..." WTF... goose bump all around my body T.T

"can we be friend" ... one more SXXX question, i stunned and think how should i answer, in a polite way.... but then , "NO." is what i can get... hei, is his fault that used up my patience = =... at least is din split this, "FXXX the HXXX OFF..." erk.... (hei, Sookie, u teach me that XD)

Third of my regret, when dont i just wear my earphone and listen to whatever music... maybe it mwill become worst that he will come and sit beside me or even touch me to remain me he's there... ERK!!!

The worst.... some Indian Uncle (i'm still polite, if not, i will call them Ojishang 'senior citizen in japanese, since senior citizen is still a polite way') keep STARING at Me (for most of time), and him... FXXX... i think they missunderstood about us... since we keep arguing about the ticket and stuff like be Friend.... So, i keep staring at them, which ANGER...


the next stop, my destination, i stand up quickly, said TQ for the last, and wait at the exit... and ignore THEM!!! when i get down, i stare one of the indian UNCLE and nod to the BG (hei, he paid for me although i dun want him to, but i'm a girl who polite to everyone, no matter what SXXX is them...)

Mum, cant u at least escort me or pick me up or whatever to end this kind of thing... T.T

A Meet Up Day for Girls

This a Report for Yesterday :P that Exciting day i wrote on my status in Facebook :) It's been so long that we (me and pinky) meet Qun.... Since she told both of us that she have dye her hair and perm a big Curve... That's the style i want.... :P admire... but her hair is dry, look unhealthy...

Me and Pinky went there earlier to buy the ticket for herself and her family members... When we buy the ticket,it's so lucky that the row i brought only left one seat and which is right beside the seat i brought during Tuesday... After she brought the ticket for herself, she continue to buy tomorrow ticket... Her family want to watch 'Here Come Fortune' ... After we done it, we left the cinema... When we at the 2nd floor of Parking lot, Pinky suddenly suggest to watch 'The lightning Thief' to kill some time then we can continue to wait for Qun... So we turn around and check for the time... But the earliest time for that show was 6 something... erk = =||

Suddenly... Pinky found out that the ticket she brought for her family was the same show we watch yesterday... so we ask the reception for another replacement but the reception keep saying that he got repeat the ticket we asked for... then he ignored us and server other guest... FXXX!!!! then i get mad, stand in front his counter and block the line... i said, "yes, u did repeat but only the seat, not the show we asked for. Plus i have told you that, ANOTHER SHOW FOR TOMORROW IS HERE COME FORTUNE!" (╰_╯)# he change his face, and reset our reservation = =+ then he click once more time... This TIME, he CLICK on 'HOT SUMMER DAY' (the show we watched yesterday) AGAIN!!!!!! then i quickly said, "You SEE, You CLICK on the WRONG show AGAIN!!!" and he show his anger by clicking his mouse hard = =+ ╭(╯3╰)╮

Then i ask Pinky to have a try on the Dessert House :)

That's what we order, for pinky was the top right, Mango Favor, mine was Honeydew Favor, and the middle one is some sneak :P Quite Tasty :P

Then Qun came, and we have our lunch in Sushi King.... and have some chit-chating... i think that's the first time that i spend so cheap over there.... i think whenever i have my lunch there, it's over 50 ++ XD haha~~ When we finish, Qun said she want to buy some nail polish... so we when to Elianto counter and tried on some... we brought one each and Qun brought one more sparkling white... quite nice... and when we on the way back home after finished the show, Pinky brought it too :P

then we move on to Hair Caring Shop opposite Jusco... and me and pinky found out that Qun actually have no idea on much thing about hair caring.... XD then she brought one set of Shampoo, conditioner and hair cream.... :) then we back to Jusco and do some nail polishing :P

we sit at the middle part of MarryBrown and Qun starting pain her nail by using her nail polish she just brought... XD

~o~ hehe~~ i'm going to end here :P someone waiting for me ^^ See-Ya~