工作很头痛

老是在动画里看到那些主角因为脑袋进行过多的操作而发烧什么的都会笑说怎么可能~~~可是我....真的深受那种感受了！！！TT.TT因为帮忙另一个朋友所以到他的Center工作...由于那里都没有认识的人，而且那里的人都不说话（完全0交流哦！！），都不是因为工作认真还是....啥的！！头痛啊！！！ TT.TT

可是说真的，那时候的我也是一直在想很多事情呢...

故事啊，小说啊，明年的预定啊，考试啊，外拍啊，BigBang啊，歌曲啊，漫画啊...什么什么的...忙屎啦！！！！！

可是，当我看见那里时....我忽然间眼前一亮，：“可以外拍耶！这里！”

开心开心~~我一定会努力升级，帮我的厚脸皮升级！！！！加油！！HWAITING!!!!

然后然后，我看见V家了啦~~外遇呢~ =3=

是KaitoxLuka哦~~~~其实我是GakupoxLuka的，可是...都没有紫色的 TToTT呵呵~~那天起我就都会用Luka工作哦~~ =w= 幸福-ing~~~~

最后...............CF就到了呢~~~好开心哦~~~期待期待~~=w=

然后故事就快校好了，再多一个短篇就好了~~~

加油加油！！！！！ 

HWAITING!!!!!!!

hwaiting with TaeYang, GD, TOP, and BigBang =w=

Working Day ^o^

just want to ignore someone, then i ask sit ying whether can she drop me any others bus stop... on the way, she said she will pass by the bus stop opposite Carefour, so i get down there... since..... Im hungry, i decided to have my lunch at Ali Maju... XD

bored, while listening to BB song from my Hp play list, i sms Ru~ she said today 2 teachers on-leave :P and ask me to help ~~ we actually sms first... so, i keep rejecting her... because...

1. im wearing school uniform
2. im sweating today = =+
3. WEIRD laar..... and...
4. scare to face you.... ~

but... she called me = =+ i had no choice but answer it... LOLZ~ i still reject her at first... but some Stupid fellow had grab her phone and siad, "give u one minutes, if u din showed up....."

S to the H to the I to the T~ YEAH~~ so? i went = =+

but LUCKILY i went.... that's how i knew that i will mind myself in front of someone....

if i told my friends that im knida shy... they will just think that im joking or fooling around AGAIN~ but that's actually a truth...

nar.... still dunno why is this happens... i have no idea~~

but anyway, from today lesson~

i knew that... some of them will remember me :P and you still there :)

久违的周末

好久没更新部落了，呵呵~反正没人看，所以没关系吧 :P

自从工作之后，空闲的时间老是拼命地下载爱爱的动画或者广播剧 =3= 啊~~就算再怎么忙碌，我的人生都是充满着色彩与爱啊（撒花~）呵呵，老是睡眠不足——被人家的闹铃吵醒，但是那所谓的人家却还是和周公有约不完的会T.T——上班的时候还不忘打瞌睡，但只要想到睡前听上一听声优们专业录制的广播剧，都会很开心（狂跳~害羞>////<）小鸟X安元很好听哦~而且小森配的小受真的很有爱X.X（鼻血狂流）

咳咳。好了，为了不残害无知的路过者，我还是写一些关于标题的事情吧~

周末，很难得地我有上班。呵呵呵~~虽然上到中心时汗流浃背，但是还好吧。平常的我，只要出门3分钟，汗水就会自动自发地蜂拥而出 T.T 上去的时候，他们已经到了（原本约10点到，怎么到10点半的时候打给我说他们要吃东西，所以延迟到11点半= =）。一进门，熟悉的日文歌正播放着 = =||他们很enjoy地在工作着= =a

一面听歌，一面工作，其实真的很爽，而且我们还会一起唱出来 >//<日文歌耶~~棒呆了！！！

好了，要排货的时候，一看，7箱！！！8000份的Worksheet!!真的是....认命吧~继续听歌，说些无聊笑话什么的，一面埋头苦干....突然间...

“那你也会唱K的哦！”甲君说的那个你是指我本人。

“呵呵，是啊。”上两个礼拜还和其他两个同事一切唱过= =||虽然他们不知道。

“那下次约May一起去唱。”已君说，May，另一位那天没上班的同事。

“好啊！”我应该有这么回吧。呵呵，听着先，看他们要几久才能兑现= =+

2点的时候，老板娘交代了点事后，有离开了。然后，在过半个小时，另外两位（我们约了4点看戏。）终于来了= =||

她们稍微帮忙了下，等到了4点的时候，我们才离开= = 进到Jusco的时候，我们赶着去买零食（我的早餐+午餐）厚厚~~终于可以看《叶问2》了~~~哇哇~~~

好看吗？真的很好看，对于热爱中国文化的人真的会很容易爱上这部戏。好感动哦...尤其是最后那一部分，当叶问赢回我们中国华人的尊严是，真的很激动！！！！！！！

呵呵~

Coming PC Fair

HOHOHO~~~ SO EXCITING~~ finally can buy an external hard disc special for my BL collection ~q(>.,<)p~ and there's something else made me so exciting is... i'm going with my colleague =c=

Congratulation that i finally ask them about some related question which cause one of them ask me to join them on this Sunday... hehe~~ HAPPY~~

Sorry for my dear Wenz T.T although i promise to watch "went in Rome" with you on this Sunday, but luckily i din buy the ticket today before i work... so that i can shift her date with them :P

I promise i will specially Space my next Sunday for you and only you =a= hoho~~

Hard Disc~~ PC Fair~~ I'm coming~~

Hope i can have a nice and satisfy and SWEET Sunday =w=

ps: Thanks for inviting =x=

小孩的微笑

自从开始了这份工作后，忽然觉得这份工作还真的有意义。

虽然工作的时候很难忍受小孩们的无理取闹、任性话语跟坐立不定的坐姿，可是当我们看见小孩们的成绩进步的时候，还真的蛮开心的。

两件学习中心里，都有几位在学习上有问题的学生。当我第一次看见她们的时候，说真的我吓了一跳。当我检查她们的学年与她们现在的学习阶级时，心里多了一份不忍与可惜。

有一位是行动不便，他每次上课的时候都很辛苦。母亲一直牵着他进学习区，帮他拿出功课交。如果他自己走路的话，真的是摇摇欲坠，四肢瘦弱。开门对他来说也是一份很艰巨的任务。

一位是稍微迟钝的小孩，今年6年级的他因为成绩关系，并不能参加小学评估考试。他在我们的学习中心报读数学课程。在上个星期五的课，我辅导他。因为另一位老师还有其他的学生要监督，所以他就让我下手。他稍微提我说那位学生的问题，再对我说，：“这类的小孩真的很缺乏信心。在这之前更有别的老师拒绝收他。他一开始上课的时候，我们只能给他幼儿园的程度，而现在他开始可以计算加减了。”

那一天的我，可能是工作了这么多天第一次感受到教育性的伟大。教他并不是很难，他自己也发觉到自己的错误，只是他并不相信自己。当他走的时候，他还和我道再见呢~

他的微笑，真的让我觉得能教导她们真的很开心。

最近(17/3,18/3,19/3)

最近最近~好忙哦~好久没上网哦~噢噢噢噢~

说真的，老是在做工的时候我都想着要在部落格写些什么什么的，可是当我今天打开电脑连上网后，却只能对着电脑发呆。纳闷~明明就有很多东西想写，可是想写出来的时候却又不知道从何说起。啊~~~闷~~

前天去医院复诊，排了好久哦~ 果然不管到哪里，马来西亚的服务真的“好”得没话说。呵呵~医生说我的眼睛的状况很好，还说视力可能会复原。虽然不是说完全得恢复，但是会比较清楚。是哦？应该吧，我只希望我的眼球不要对不上焦点就好~

星期三和朋友去看戏~有认识了别校的朋友~哈哈。玩得还蛮开心的~而且Pinkie驾车载我们。我们看了孔子，很历史性的戏剧，照理来说应该没什么画面会赚人热泪吧，可是我却哭了，哭了3次...很好笑吧，可是我却觉得那部戏很让人心疼，不是吗？

孔子虽然有一个伟大的抱负，但是身在的环境却让他一再失望。他真的不赞成战争，但当战争在他眼前上演着时，他很伤心、心疼。人命一点点地消失，但他却无能为力。就算死的是敌方的人，他还是觉得很伤心。他在剧中没有哭吧，应该。所以我哭了...第二次是卫国夫人的死。她很有才能，但缺生为女子身。她想向孔子讨教，但是孔子却对她说，他从没见过谁是贪色也贪才的人。真真的那一句对白我也忘了，可是那些影像在卫国夫人去世时不断上演着，而却她所想的却只有她会面孔子的那一小段。夫人，她是笑着的。还有一次是子路死的那一段。冬天，他们走在冰河上，子路独自驾着马车载着书卷。当所有人都再跑离就快破裂的冰河上时，子路却赶不及了，连人带车跌进冰冻的河里。所有人围在周围，想唤回子路上岸，但是子路只是一心想将书卷都拾起，只因为这些书卷对于孔子来说都是很重要的。浮上，将书卷丢上岸，再沉下，一一捡拾坠落的书卷...之后，他渐渐地闭上眼，沉淀于冰河里...

啊...我哭了多少次也不清楚了...可是说真的，孔子是一部好戏。虽然这部戏可以说是周润发的One Man Show...真的很好看...

好忙~好烦恼~为什么我会被编进Advance组啊！我明明就和老师说过我不想也没有资格嘛...好压力哦！！！！讨厌，可是既然都没法改变，那么我只好硬着头皮上台吧，希望不要丢人现眼就好...希望~

工作~眼睛快花了~肩膀好酸~屁股好疼哦~真的是...唉~~~~~~为了钱宝宝的份上，只好努力吧~可是那些惨不忍睹的字迹真的是让人很抓狂！！！！我的眼睛~~好累哦~而且每次放工都是10点早一点点，回到家已经是30分钟后，冲凉后又过了20分钟左右，吃点点东西等头发干后，都差不多11点多...天啊！！黑眼圈跑出来了啦 @。@ 哀怨...可是每每想到钱宝宝，什么都无所谓了~~啊啊啊·~~·好期待拿到工钱的那一天~呵~

after ONE WEEK

i din update my blog or FB or Twitter or whatever for 1 week plus...
First time.... haha~~
arh... ... ...
there's so many things happen and so many things i need to worry about ... for last week...

'' finished Dark Vision by L.J. Smith ''
-> urm.... .... ....
->> misunderstanding...
->>> i thought there's someone who ARE vampire, but actually not...
->>>> it wrote physics Vampire, i thought is some Vam who got physics...
->>>>> so i'm dump
->>>>>> but anyway~ it's a good story :P
->>>>>>> i love Gabriel so much~ haha
->>>>>>>> and it's like some Chinese novel i read... 'the setting for physics things :P'

'' i got a part-timed job''
-> at Kumon for mon, thurs, and fri
->> get holiday till This Thursday
->>> quite bored, but still an easy job :P think so~
->>>> haha, got few days off this week :P

'' my friends coming back from NS''
-> miss her so much
->> when she got back, she keep asking me out T.T
->>> i'm bankrupt because of her T.T
->>>> going to TS with her later afternoon
->>>>> becoming a Special ESCORT for her = =|| BANKRUPT!!!

'' SPM result''
-> since she back at 11/3 (from NS), so i offer to collect our result together at Friday
->> meet with Hui Yew, Ee Ling, Pn. Chong, Pn. Tan, En. Ngoi, Pn. Mashita, En. Teoh,Pn. Teh, Miss Tang, Miss Khor, Cik Chai, Wendy, Ai Jun'sis XD
->>> so many 'congrat' here and there...
->>>> walk here and there to find teacher or asking something else
->>>>> teacher advise me to continue my form6, transfer to KB...
->>>>>> felt so Pressure
->>>>>>> get the wrong paper, i want LCCI something form, but the staff gave me something for remark = =+
->>>>>>>> so now if i continue my form6, i need to choose whether major Chinese or Music

'' SOMEONE ask me continue my Study and take Music COURSE for UNI''
-> erk = =|| i'm soooooo WEEK in my practical
->> but he keep pursuing me about that
->>> ''i got one teacher finished his/her diploma or something at UM, major Music ... ''
->>>> yayayayaya....
->>>>> feel so confuse about my future after that
->>>>>> i din really think that i can study for my Music..
->>>>>>> since those movie which is about music stuff always said that Main Character is soooo clever or genius in playing music instrument and their class is soooooo XXX XXX XXX and XXX... (some explanation for HARD)
->>>>>>>> arh.... again.... gain so much pressure...
->>>>>>>>> miss my school?.? no thanks~ HAHA
->>>>>>>>>> i think i'm the only one who din miss high school... i think =x=

'' Piano Stuff ''
-> first, i told my teacher i feel sooooo nervous and etc...
->> then my teacher replied me,''need no serious, our marking is sooo strict... just think you are playing for yourself...
->>> hey.... my teacher told me, i get in the higher grade group...
->>>> with 6 7 8 ... T.T
->>>>> i'm still a newbie for 6, plus my song is sooo easy for that grade...
->>>>>> so ... my teacher register me for middle grade group XD
->>>>>>> OH YEAH!!!!!
->>>>>>>> i will try my best XD hehe~~
->>>>>>>>> so, i need to find something to wear

'' Formal dress''
-> for 2 event
->> one is for the coming competition, another one is for exam use :P
->>> i have throw all my dress or something formal before CNY = =||
->>>> padan muka is it
->>>>> hey... i din wear laar!!!
->>>>>> so now i need to find for it T.T
->>>>>>> and i'm going TS later...
->>>>>>>> but i dun think TS got something suit me
->>>>>>>>> i'm an escort AGAIN (personally wen's property =x=)

'' what is my next step''
-> form 6?.?
->> i'm still not sure
->>> chinese or music for major ?.?
->>>> Japanese is a must for minor... maybe
->>>>> Cambridge for english ?.? dunno got money or not...
->>>>>> Raja Abdullah T.T KB T.T Jinjang?.?
->>>>>>> haiz....
->>>>>>>> study or work ?.? STUDY the BEST!!


-- hey, i'm lazy though, this is sort of SUMMARY =x= but it's still very long XD --

First Day Working

My First day of working = =|| i think... maybe i gonna have Number Phobia... T.T that's really true although i'm the one who dont believe i gonna have that illness when my friend told me so, but after today... i think it's POSSIBLE...

Hei... i used Ping... and like a normal scenario, everyone thought is PINK =x= haha... fine, i dont care much... really... when the Head introduce me to the teachers and staffs, some of them stunned there... then smile like =w= nar~ i used to it~

then some senior workers came and she teach me what to do and how to do... As a MARKER, i though i only need to sit there and mark those exercise... Sound pretty easy right... BUT, when u see those student come and back, u will faint... the student coming non-stop!!! OMG!!! i have only few minutes for me to do nothing, other than that, my eye keep moving left and right to check the answer, and my hand keep circling or tick those incorrect and correction, then slot those exercise and check for student whether their homework is ready or not... T,T

BUSY BUSY BUSY

the only free time i have was having my dinner - eating bread near the wash room T.T haha~~ sounds funny :P

Tired T.T and tomorrow i really need to practice my piano :P

HOPE i really can play better XD