Deadline, a deal for myself

ok... I'm such a last-minutes person.... yayaa~~~ Sometimes even left me one day, i will still playing fool around and ignore what i SHOULD do... cant i just get myself out of the abyss so that i can have a more reasonable life (?)... maybe i can said it as a NORMAL life.... nar~ my life is just normal and BORED.... but what made my life different is... i always keep my mind and soul closed and alone...

i know what i should do and what shouldn't... but i just cant hold myself tight and right... with all those excuses and distraction, i can be a MORON and i always be....

closed my ears and eyes.... open my mind and my imagination... open my file and i will continue my story....