Wednesday

Finally, Sunday came... Kuroshitsuji had been released, and planning on continue writing the story... but... Aki had borrow me her ANIME!!!!! 

so regret that i had put the DISC inside the video reader ToT even the story not my type, it's too silly and stupid... but.... it's good to have some time which i can relax not only my body but also mind... but felt so sorry for not complete 10th chapter according to my plan.... 

ARHHHH!!!! i cant imagine the image of negotiation between two guild!!!!!! need some manga to help out... HAIZZZZ.....

since i failed to continue writing it, i will continue it on wednesday.....

hope i can DONE it right......

HOPE!!!!!!!

Same

ok, we are the same.... at least from my observation... we are....

im not very sure from the beginning, thinking why should you avoiding my gaze even though i did the same thing to you... naar... i know the reason for mine act... but of course, not yours...

im lazy thinker, if you guys have any issue with me, please say out... even though i will get hurt or MAD, i will still accept it and think it all around....

dunno what to do, just let the falling pieces fall where they should....

even though we are just opposite each other, we still cant meet each other eyes....

OMYB

GREAT!!!!!! Someone had already bought the book that im going to but next month.... even though i shout at FB and asked my friends to buy me each... but i know that's just a DREAM and REALITY is what i always accept and look for it...

Depress...once again, LONG TIME NO SEE!!!!!!

FS.... cant laugh after she chao... even i had filled my time with BigBang for almost 5 hours plus... but im still depress from what i had just found.... FS!!!

First time thought that POOR is such a SUCKS situation... especially these few months, i really think that even im poor, i have others thing that make me happy.... Friends, DouJin, BigBang, Animation and Manga, Cosplay and such..... arhhhh......... i think today is really SUCKSS....

BOOKS....my life, Story had already became my oxygen which support my life....i cant life without it.....

oh books, i cry cry
you're my all
say goodbye
oh my STORY
don't go go
you're my HEART
say HAI HAI = =a



ps: aki, dont poke me after this ToT

【Poem】最爱的雨天

我很想清醒，但却不想看见现实....
It's nothing but DREAM....
再一次，我逃进了自己编写的故事里
...and i, will be the one who know nothing but DREAM...


呆坐在无人的空屋子
想着的是
身在远处的你
doing nothing but missing you
is the only thing i can do
your smile
will always stay in my mind
my heart

望着无云的天
吹着微凉的风
在静静的午后
想着你想着你
闭上眼睛微笑
i have no dream every night
but i know the reason why
because i had used all of my dream
to miss you every second
after i awake in the morning

靠在浅蓝的墙上
坐在柔软的床上
抱着曲起的双脚
想着我们的距离
melody which fill with my feeling
keep composing inside my mind
without noticing it myself
a melody
filled with both sweet and bitter


“等我”
是你留下的最后一句话
"i will stay here till you back to me again..."
i smile...

if this is dream, please... let me be....

Singing is my LIFE♥

that's not the only thing which is important in my LIFE actually... Of course, LOVE is what i need :)

LOVE, in my own dictionary, included many kinds :)

but that's not what i going to write here....

just want to tell someone, and no one... it's a secret that only kept deep inside my heart.... i don't what is LOVE between people, but i want to make my DREAMs come true... That's what i am doing now... keep writing and writing, non-stop writing and made those DREAMs become REAL as in the story....

LOVE between 2 different people -no matter gender, position, name, age- are splendid as fireworks and remain forever as the time passed....

and WORDs.... is the only thing left that i can still holding it tightly....

ya, i don't know what LOVE is, but still...... i hope that you can find LOVE in my story....

still....DONT know.... i dunno whether or not, i Love u.........

【诗】近况

曾经的一切
曾经的过去
曾经地拥有
都是
曾经
早已消逝
却
深深地
深深地
埋藏在内心
永远存在
像根刺般
隐隐约约地刺疼着
那依然跳动的心
无时无刻
提醒着
那
曾经的
曾经

很幸运
很开心
最近的生活
彻底地改变
被欢笑围绕着
慢慢地
能力被认同
新事物
等待被发现
生活不再
低沉失落
忧郁孤单
低头失望
那些会过去吗？
未来是
无知

幸福
曾经一度认为
只能擦肩而过
但
最近却仿佛
稳稳地握在手中


幸福
这是吗？
可是
不是说过
如果太过幸福
会遭天上的嫉妒吗？
我可以...
将幸福慢慢地从我
指尖
流出

我只希望
未来
依旧有
微笑





不是不说
只是
因为太过在意
我
说不出口

Studying , Happiness-ing

Exam Started !!!!!!!

what to do except do revision or..... even worse.... start from very beginning T.T

NEVER MIND!!!!!!

Get back home after school already 2.00pm plus.... brought myself lunch, then return to home~~ Since someone keep pursuing me about study and i really want to continue my study further (i want JAPANESE!!!!), cant complaint anymore, STUDY harder is the main way T.T

if study alone, it's ok for me... but i will FELL bored... RIGHT~ then i think of something....

Copy all my BigBang songs into pendrive and connect to my CD player.... >///////<>.,<)p i can only study when im alone, so i prefer afternoon (family members all went to work) and morning, 3.00am (im the only one who awake) :)

Studying not SUFFER anymore ^^

when it comes to G-Dragon's Heart Breaker, my hands will dance automatically; while it comes to VI's Strong Baby, i will sing along and stop my work XD; when it comes to TaeYang's Where you at, i will think of his SEXY body and AWESOME dance X///////X~~~~~

these two songs have become my FAVORITE song now and then XD

STUDY with BigBang is Full of HAPPINESS!!!!!!!